| Location | Brentwood essex |
| Age | 22 years |
| Cause of Death | Epilepsy |
| Date of Birth | 31/03/1981 |
| Date of Death | 21/03/2004 |
| Visitors | 1,492 since 16/11/2008 |
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My dearest son where do i start he was certainly no angel lol what some people may call a bit of a rogue, he was so much fun always trying to make me laugh and torment the life out of me and his three sisters we miss him so much and would give anything for him to be with us again. He was only 22 when he was taken from us he had an epileptic fit in his sleep, he died 10 days before his 23rd birthday, what made it even worse it was also mothers day which is so very hard to deal with. His passing has left a huge gap in our hearts and i know i will never recover from this loss, he was a tower of strentgh to myself and my daughters as he was the only man in the house and we always expected him to be around to look out for us,i miss you so much darling each day has been such a struggle, i know your watching over me and your sisters, im sure grandad is by your side as well as stephen and baby chad,miss you every waking moment darling all my love xMUMx
Wow how the years have passed darren yet the pain has not got easier for anyone. How we all miss the old days when you use to tease everyone, telling me I had the lergies whenever I had a coldsore lol. Wish you were still here with us but I know that one day we will all be together again.look after everyone else up there love you always xxxx
I thought that time was healing
All the loss a mother feels
That now you live within my heart
I had you near me still
But I need so much to touch you
To see you smile again
And those memories I'm told are mine
Can never feel the same
I thought that time was healing
All the while the mask was worn
That underneath a new me
Was waiting to be born
But now I find I am the mask
It helps to keep me safe
And though my heart is breaking
You won't see it in my face
I thought that time was healing
All those tears my eyes have seen
That aching arms that miss you
Could be satisfied with dreams
But here I am, in pain again
And healing stands alone
And mother weeps, the world can see
For a son who can't come home
MISS YOU NOW AND FOREVER MORE LOVE ALWAYS MUM
Tomorrow i will cry for you,
Tomorrow we will be sad,
But i will always remember you,
For all the funny times we had!
You are my big brother,
You were meant to see me grow,
It wasnt meant to be like this,
Why did you have to go?
My life has changed so much now,
I just wish that you could see,
Im a wife and also mother,
The way life is supposed to be.
Your life was just stolen
A young life taken away,
Still not understanding
Why they could'nt let u stay
Tomorrow i will try so hard
Not to be sad for you,
But to cherish every memory
even though its hard to do.
Ive never said goodbye to you
As one day i just know,
That we will be together
All the family in a row.
I love you darren, and miss you everyday. love your little sister chevonne xxx
Those we love don't go away, They walk beside us every day, Unseen, unheard, but always near, Still loved, still missed and very dear. .
3RD JUNE 2009
•:*:•Well its now time for me to say goodnight•:*:•
•:*:•So sleep well till morning light•:*:•
•:*:•My darling angel, I love you•:*:•
•:*:•And miss you with all my heart too•:*:•
•:*:•Tomorrow is a brand knew day•:*:•
•:*:•And again I will think of you in my special way•:*:•
•:*:•So till the sun shines again tomorrow•:*:•
•:*:•Tonight my angel take away my sorrow•:*:•
•:*:•Goodnight my angel, Sleep tight•:*:•
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-------------------- LOVE JUDE. X
Written by Becky Tuffs 03-06-09
YOU NEVER SAID I'M LEAVING
YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYE
YOU WERE GONE BEFORE I KNEW IT
AND ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY
A MILLION TIMES IV'E NEEDED YOU
A MILLION TIMES I'VE CRIED
IF LOVE ALONE COULD HAVE SAVED YOU
YOU NEVER WOULD HAVE DIED
IN LIFE I LOVED YOU DEARLY
IN DEATH I LOVE YOU STILL
IN MY HEART YOU HOLD A PLACE
THAT NO ONE COULD EVER FILL
IT BROKE MY HEART TO LOOSE YOU
BUT YOU DIDN'T GO ALONE
FOR PART OF ME WENT WITH YOU
THE DAY GOD TOOK YOU HOME.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Letter From Heaven
When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an Angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
and all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
XXX
I AM NOT GONE.xXxXx
I am not gone, I am changed.
Have faith and please believe me.
God did not take me away from you,
He split the skies and received me.
Now...
I'm an echo in your laughter,
a reflection in your tears,
an extra thread of strength
to help you overcome your fears.
I'm an added ray of sunshine,
more joy for you to share,
a fragrance of the life you live.
Wherever you are - I am there.
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MISSING YOU EVERY BREATHING MOMENT
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